i am not one who intentionally makes assumptions. i work really hard at leaving expectations and formulated ideas in their original place of creation. although lately i have been finding repeatedly that there's one assumption that has become more of a reality. if you tell someone something you might as well assume it's going to get published. it's going to be spelled out, written about, described, summarized by the person you confided in to the ears, eyes or heart of someone else who may have heard your name before. like your good friend and brief affair bashing your head in over some weed and whisky... saying things they "may not have truly meant."
but none-the-less, my character stripped of all emotional comfort.
making it easier to say nothing at all.